Yesterday I heard my ex has cancer. Damn she is way too young to have crap like that enter into her life. This hit me hard. I didn't ever expect to hear anything like this on Thanksgiving Week.
This has been one of the most messed up emotionally draining weeks I have experienced in a while.
I feel for her she must be scared out of her mind to be cut on and all. I am just numb about it not sure what to think.
I have had not contact with her since she went to work on her issues in Abeline. Absoutely nothing - wrote her there alot and never heard anything back. I wrestled with what to think or do for her. About the best thing I could ponder is to send her a card with some personal words of encouragement from me.
If I could give her 5 minutes of peace its worth reaching out as awkward as it feels.
I hope she has good people surrounding her this week as it cant be easy to face treatment and the looming fight that she has to live.
I even prayed a while for her which is something I gave up when things for us crashed and the people at the churches we attended acted in ways that were fishy and duplicitous.
All the same God is important in her life and if there is a chance it would help it didnt cost me anything to spend some time Praying.
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